MIstakes

Oh shit. I don't want to make any more mistakes in my life cuz its a very critical moment now. I already missed the National Essay Contest Entry deadline. Which could very well mean my future. That's IF i could win it though. Very astonished as i thought the deadline was around end September. The dream composition i wanna do has been crushed. Unless i use it in my O's. I'm actually quite surprised at the variations of genres my dream composition can handle. Cuz it's talking about a lion's family and the art of its hunting skills and the love of its life. Now that the DSA is currently taking place, i want to apply to get into either Psychological Studies or Creative Writing. If there is seriously no choice, i'd do with Architecture too. Though i detest the mental stress doing the projects from it. But for the extra protection of the possibility of me screwing up my O's cuz of Maths, i would chance on any opportunity. Seriously. If DSA doesn't work, i'm gonna work my head off for all subjects and make sure i excel in it. I must. And i can. Can i? :/