MIstakes

Oh shit. I don't want to make any more mistakes in my life cuz its a very critical moment now. I already missed the National Essay Contest Entry deadline. Which could very well mean my future. That's IF i could win it though. Very astonished as i thought the deadline was around end September. The dream composition i wanna do has been crushed. Unless i use it in my O's. I'm actually quite surprised at the variations of genres my dream composition can handle. Cuz it's talking about a lion's family and the art of its hunting skills and the love of its life. Now that the DSA is currently taking place, i want to apply to get into either Psychological Studies or Creative Writing. If there is seriously no choice, i'd do with Architecture too. Though i detest the mental stress doing the projects from it. But for the extra protection of the possibility of me screwing up my O's cuz of Maths, i would chance on any opportunity. Seriously. If DSA doesn't work, i'm gonna work my head off for all subjects and make sure i excel in it. I must. And i can. Can i? :/

Exams just don't feel like exams

Yes...exams just do not feel like them. It's hard to believe that i'm not putting any effort even though its already the mid-years and the year of the O's.. Sometimes i think i really need to have more self-control, and the way i motivate myself on this arduous journey is when i start to think of my future and i tell myself this: "For the sake of your future, keep working hard!". And thus to end this quick post off, i WILL continue to work hard..for the sake of my future! I can do it!! :)

Dreams

Created this blog out of my passion for writing, and i intend to use it to further develop my writing skills about my life. Today, i would wish to talk about dreams. "Dreams" is a very diversified topic, and having to describe it in an expositary medium would take very long to compose, and i don't happen to have sufficient time for that... thus i'd stick to the dreams of mine instead! Being a rather imaginative person, i tend to have a very positive outlook about almost everything. And with that attribute, i reckon that's why i have a good mind for writing. (Not to be complacent or anything, but i believe i like writing, at the very least :P) With that, my dreams at this moment of time, is to score well for my upcoming O levels. It's getting to me; the jittery feeling that sends chills down my spine whenever i think of the moment where i open the result slip and what i see would disappoint me tremendously because of my results. Thus, everytime i start to think of that, i would study. (It's the laziness thats killing me!!) Okay, back to the topic of my dreams. I would really be elated if i could take up the course at Singapore Polytechnic, called "Creative Writing for Television and New Media", or use the Biennial National Writing Contest Participation through Direct Poly Admission to admit myself into SOTA, School Of The Arts to take up Language Art, Visual Art and Photography. With a further outlook ahead in my life, i would want to travel to these places: Macau, Grandview in the United States, Hokkaido, Tasmania and not forgetting my all-time favourite, Caledonia! Wouldn't it be great if i could travel there either with my soulmate or enjoy these wonders in solitude? A reason why i want to take up Photography is because i am thoroughly intruiged by how photographers in Deviant Art take those breathtaking views that instantly captivates me as well as stimulating my dreams. It may sound a little cliche pertaining to the life i want to live, but that's what i want. Lastly, the dream that holds of utmost importance to me is to lead the rest of my life with a partner, my soulmate. I'm not a very expressive person and thus i consider myself as a rather introvert person adumbrating to the affairs of the heart. Being able to share my burdens that i have with a girl of my dreams would be very nice, even through thoughts in my mind. All in all, i just want to fulfill those dreams of mine and be able to lead a life of happiness with my loved one, till death do us part.